SUNDAY, FEBRUARY 7, 2010
On Luke 5:1-11
This is a wonderful story. … Kodak moment. Almost like a poster in a travel agency: the lake, the shore, the crowds full of hope and expectation, fishing boats, in one of them Jesus – preaching, and among the listeners a group of fishermen, one of them Simon. Later a more than successful catch – enough to make the nets come undone, and the decision of a couple fishermen to drop everything and follow Jesus. Yes, all in all this is a wonderful day.
Mind you, such a wonderful story with all these beautiful pictures can evoke very different feelings. It just depends on the situation one is in. Peter just experienced one more time what “nothing” and ”empty” means. He had worked hard all night only to experience the great disappointment this morning. He had caught nothing. His nets are empty. All night long Peter and his colleagues had tried it. Hour after hour they had tried without any result.
And we know what that is like. Maybe we studied hard for a test and failed nevertheless. Maybe we applied for numerous jobs – only to experience rejection. Maybe we tried with great dedication to wrestle down an illness – to no avail. We know what it’s like: nothing caught, nothing earned… we feel trapped and overwhelmed.
Can you help me out here?” An innocent question. Simon doesn’t think too much when Jesus asks him to put out a little bit from the shore for the crowds are pressing in on him. Simon can do that. And Jesus sits down in the boat and preaches to the people on the shore…
Amen.
Jesus is done. And Simon is relieved. That was it. Life can go on. Maybe his favor to this stranger will be awarded later. Let’s go on with cleaning the nets.
But Jesus isn’t done with Simon.
‘Put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch.’
For the experienced and seasoned fisherman this is almost an insult. There is no fish to catch in the deep. One knows that at the Lake Gennesaret. This is a well-proven fact and people here stick to these rules: it has to be dark, and one has to fish close to the shore. Adhering to these rules is important in order to survive, to make a living, measly as it might be.
Who is this Jesus anyway? He is a carpenter, landlubber. What does he know? Okay, Simon had been willing to give the guy a hand, had let this Jesus in his boat and put out a little way from the shore. Fine. But to be told – not even asked anymore! – to go further out now and throw the nets in broad day light? Not really.
On the other hand, they had “worked all night and caught nothing” – the fishermen’s resignation this morning is understandable – … and so familiar. To struggle without success, to be engaged without recognition or appreciation, to invest energy and time without anything in return. Who hasn’t experienced that? Many of us are caught up in such experiences.
And Jesus’ advice for the fishermen at the lake Gennesaret and for us is so backwards!
‘Put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch.”
Can this be a good thing to just forget about our experiences, our routines that help us to get by in life? Can we really afford to disregard the unwritten rules of what one should and shouldn’t do?
After all, fishing in the deep water for us is like Jesus asking us to open our house and invite some kids that have no-one to help them with their homework.
It is like Jesus asking us to visit that troubled family two blocks down and befriend them.
It is like Jesus asking us to take two months of unpaid leave and volunteer in El Salvador, to help out Pastor Brian Rude in his prison and street ministry.
Insane, isn’t it? Jesus can’t seriously mean that. These ideas sound premature. A committee needs to be formed to work out the details. And overall the others can do these things so much better than I. So, don’t rock the boat, Jesus! Fish are caught in the night – not in the deep.
‘Put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch.”
And Simon senses: this Jesus doesn’t just want to be in my boat, this Jesus doesn’t just want to get behind the wheel – this Jesus wants my life! No wonder, Simon is reluctant. To follow this man in his boat means to row into the great unknown! Where would it lead him? There are unknown powers in the depth of the sea, … chaos, and death. It is a scary thought. What if Jesus ridicules him in front of all these people. His reputation is at stake.
And yet… Simon, against better judgment, dares to listen to Jesus. “Yet if you say so…” And they set out into the middle of the lake, where the water is deepest. This is no longer about worrying about one’s reputation, trusting one’s own life experiences, one’s own calculation and planning, one’s own strength and abilities.
By trusting Jesus’ word Simon experiences a radically new power: the power of the One who makes God’s will his measure, the power of the One who brings God’s unconditional love.
And Simon catches more fish than he could have imagined. For Jesus leads Simon to the deep where life is abundant. Where Simon’s livelihood bursts at the seams, and his boat threatens to sink because of this radical, unimaginable abundance. And it is almost too much for Simon to bear: ‘Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!’ Simon is filled with great fear. He is overcome with doubts: “Can I exist beside this Jesus? Isn’t this all too much, too big for me? I am just an ordinary guy. I make to many mistakes.” And Simon wishes he hadn’t listened to Jesus.
And Jesus says, “Don’t be afraid.”
To follow Jesus is not an easy decision. To follow Christ’s call doesn’t spare us from disappointment and failure, from struggles and doubts.
But Jesus leads us out of the shallow ends of life, out of the comfort zone of life and out of the routines that we have come to build up over time. And Jesus leads us to find depth and abundance. Jesus leads us into the deep of baptismal waters. When God calls and claims us to follow him we have to drown first. But we don’t die alone. Jesus is with us in the sinking boat, in the bursting nets. And where we expected terror and death we experience the exuberant abundance of God’s grace and love instead. Following Jesus’ call we emerge from the life-giving waters of the font and the nets of sin and death break and are washed away. Following Jesus means new beginnings and life at its fullest. Every day anew. And this life in Jesus, this amazing good news of God’s unfathomable love is God’s gift for this world, for us in the shape of a cross.
Amen.

SUNDAY, JANUARY 24, 2010
